This week's story is kind of a short one. But that's okay. That's what this is about, right? It was a busy week but I am already working on next week's story. I hope in the meantime this one creeps you out!
A Wicked House
The lure of the woodlands was what enticed me
out that day. The forest trees, a play of shadows and light with an earthy odour
that could not be denied. I sensed that the day would be memorable and threw on
my jacket and hiking boots after downing the last gulp of my tea, and proceeded
out into my own backyard. My own backyard, as of only a week ago.
The
house had been purchased to accommodate me in my new employment, relocated to a
new town of unknown fates. The town was different, far away from everything I
knew and understood. To be honest, I had always led a sheltered life so I saw
this as a chance for a new awakening of something within that had been perhaps
lying dormant. The house was part of that awakening. I chose it in my mind
before even entering.
It sat
on the edge of town, where the forest met the fields. It would be a bit of
commute into the office back and forth from the steel and glass, but well worth
it for the escape it would provide. A chance to wander and explore the
countryside on evenings and weekends. I was excited at the thought of
meandering along country lanes, tramping about across the fields, but most of
all the idea of long walks through the trees. Today, a Saturday free from work,
was to be the first of many.
I
looked out at the trees as I took that first step off the back porch. They
bordered the backyard like the wall of a fortress, about to be breached. I
headed forth, looking to see if there was some sort of path or trail. It was to
be expected that a house of this age next to the woods would have numerous
trails heading off into it and it wasn’t but a moment before I found what I was
looking for.
I
thought of animals. What would be here within these trees? Deer or small
rodents I imagined would be plentiful in this part of the country. Good I
thought. Perfect for me and my plans. I stepped into the trees, excited again
by the smell of the earth and pine needles. Soft earth, nice for digging I
noted. Wonderful and as far as I could tell the trees were thick and the path
did not look well worn, but more overgrown. Unused for a number of years most
likely.
There
were a number of rocks about and as I walked, I gathered a handful. Nice round
ones, worn smooth. I paused and listened to the birds, watching the sun play
through the leaves. It was nice and I enjoyed the solitude here that I could
not find most of the time and I spun around, arms out, feeling the sun on my
face. I threw one of the rocks at a tree in the distance and it was as the rock
ricocheted off of it, breaking the silence that I first noticed the squirrel.
It was
because the squirrel did not react to either me or the rock was probably why I
noticed it at all. Not the slightest hint of movement in it at all as it sat in
the middle of the path some distance away. A large black one. Where I lived
before, the squirrels were grey. Grey and skittish. This one was large and
black. Something odd altogether. looking at me like I was the intruder. Me
looking at it, wanting to claim this land as my own now that I had entered. I
felt anger rising in me.
“Hey
you get!” I shouted and stomped my foot. Nothing. It just looked at me with
its’ black empty eyes. Weird. It was an affront to me that this animal would
not run. I suddenly remembered the rocks in my hand. Selecting the largest one,
I hefted it and said, “You better get. Or else.”
My rock plonked that squirrel right between
the eyes. I never even thought about it leaving my hand. I ran forward and
grabbed it up by the tail. It was gasping, breathing harshly in and out. I
watched, dangling it in the air from my outstretched arm, fascinated. I thought
about how this symbolized my claim on this land. I set the squirrel down,
placing my boot on it’s head. Slowly, slowly I pushed downwards with my foot.
The earth was soft, but soon I felt, or did I hear as the animal’s skull
popped. I brought it home.
This
was the first day. The day I came and took my land. This was the day I first
killed. There were many to follow. So many animals. I was right in that there
were a lot of deer. I brought everything home, but was never satisfied. The
house was never satisfied with what I brought. I brought the earth smell inside
too but it was not enough.
That
was when I began to stop on my commute. Restaurants, bars, small shops. Whatever
I felt like that day, any old watering hole or place that caught my eye. I am
very good at what I call playing people. I wonder sometimes if I am people.
When I play people, I am very good at making people want to be my friend. So
much so, that they want to see my house. I tell them how I walk in the fields
and wander the woods. I paint a picture in words about what a beautiful
property I own and I invite them in. They never like the earth smells, though
they all stay. They all stay in my wicked house.
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